Consumed Into Darkness

as i start cutting myself
i feel the rush
as i feel the rush it makes me want more
as i feel the pain
i start enjoy the suffering i brought to myself
i see all my problems fade away
as i see the blood drip
drip towards the floor
it starts to hypnotize me
as i continue
i see the marks that i left
the marks that will stay with me forever
they are a symbol of the problems
the problems that endure me
i cannot get away unless i cut myself
so i cut deeper and deeper
i see the blood pouring as i cut
the blood flows all over me
and it flows everywhere fast
i start to faint
faint into the darkness
in which i will be consumed
consumed for all eternity

(5-15-03)

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