A Prayer To My Daddy

dear god, i send this prayer to you as quickly as i can this prayer is for my daddy, lord he's up there with you right now and i know he's looking down upon me i really wish i could see him at least once but i know that's not going to happen i just want to let him know that i love him even though i never met him i know he loves me, because i feel it in my heart just tell him that i appreciate him watching over me and i'm grateful that i have a father for a guardian angel tell him to wait for me by those sparkling gates when i see him i can run to him so i can give him a hug and a kiss for the first time ever also tell him that i know he'll be there with me on my graduation day even though i can't see or touch him i will also know that he'll be by my side when i'm getting married but tell him not to get mad when my step-dad walks me down the aisle let him know that i will always be thinking of him everyday and every night send this to him also... i love you and i miss you daddy amen (9-9-02)

My Destiny

all alone in this world no one to turn to for they don't care they leave me standing here looking around for someone or something to help me find my way but there is nothing as my life is...nothing in the distance i see something or someone is moving my way i can't quite make what it is as it moves closer inch by inch a form comes into view but it's not what i expect to be i realize it just fog and it's nothing just my mind playing tricks on me once again getting my hopes up i know now that i'm doomed doomed to be alone for this is my destiny (3-12-05)